The Part Where I Wished I Paid More Attention At School

From the word go, I have already designed my "business card" (I'll stop using the inverted commas when I start to feel professional enough to own "business cards", let alone give them out). Chosen a name, devised a long term plan, scratched the surface of product marketing and spent some time sitting at the dinner table (come desk) staring at the screen of this Dell laptop wishing it was the new Mac Pro.

Oh and logging in and out of FB.

FOCUS!

Hmm... I wonder if anyone has wrote on my wall...

So It Begins...

After a long time coming, I have decided to embark on my next adventure doing and hopefully making a living of what I love to do best. No, not eat, but bake!

I guess, it had a lot to do with the confidence thing, believing I was capable of creating things that people would actually PAY for! I know! The idea sounds ludicrous! But, with Jessica starting school, the restaurant is no longer the excuse as to why I can't pursue this.

I admit. I am scared. I am the kinda girl that thinks the cup is half empty... I always expect the worse to happen... I fear criticism, but I am more uncomfortable with praises... and most of all, I rather give up trying than to face failure... but lately I have been feeling that the notion of not ever trying is worse than failure itself...

I have thrown myself out there, for the sharks and all. I am being brave and realising that those daydreams I frequent so often, may one day become a reality.

And so it begins.